hahahaha blogging on itouch is so cool although i haven't figured out how to use it haha (; |
Sunday, April 26, 2009
I've been loving you long time,
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Gosh, she's so hot, so thin, so pretty, so model-like = nicole is dang jealous. haaaa btw she's kirsten stewart aka bella from twilight (: jiahui, DON'T SCREAM :D hahahahahhaha ((((; Dilemma, to go, or not go. But GA ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. SO TIRING BUT YET OMG SOOO FUN! (((((((((x |
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
I HATE THIS DESKTOP BECAUSE IT CAN'T SIGN INTO MSN AND IT DOESN'T HAVE SPEAKERS. FANTASTIC RIGHT? GOSH I'M LIKE TOTALLY DYING W/O MUSIC DDDD; ohwell atleast the keyboard's kinda cool but like omggggggggg i need my laptop back! |
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
Not loving you, is Harder Than You Know.
The truth is,
Actually i'm not sad over the fact that we didn't get Nationals Top 4, i mean that was never my goal and i didn't even know that was our team goal. I'm more of disappointed. I mean we had a 5-point lead and then we lost by 1. The feelings sucks and yes, damn shitty. I could proudly say that we were better than them when comparing skills and courtwork, but in terms of mental strength and managing emotions, we were weaker. Actually i'm still puzzled as to what went wrong. I just know that last quarter caused us alot. I'm upset with my play, because i knew i didn't put my 100% in, or maybe not even my 80%. I don't know why, but the feeling just was weird on court. Peilynn said maybe it's because the pace's like really slow but idk, my feet just felt real heavy and like my lower part of my body was pulling my whole body down, and i just couldn't jump for the ball that was actually a beautiful pass. my hands were wobbly and i couldn't catch. my shots weren't going in. And like i'm sorry team, but i actually didn't want the ball to come to me at the last minute when i saw kirsten counting fown 30 seconds to the umpire, because i was afraid i would get that shot and not shoot it in. i was afraid i would end crying my heart out like the Stmargs match. i was afraid my shot would cause the team not to get into Top 4, and i was almost sure that i wouldn't put that shot it, cos shooting under a hell lot of pressure has never worked for me. And the guilt tht i felt would be 10 times worse then the one i felt aft the stmargs game, as that shot determined if we could get into the next round or not. So much for my praying that i kinda regret now. and i regretted going bloghopping because the truth is, i've forgotten about the whole match matter but aft reading all the blogs, i've just been faced by the cold harsh truth once again. -I've never been so vulnerable- |
Caring too much, results in heartbreak,
So i'm given up. Because those words don't mean a thing in my heart anymore, It's over, done. I should be glad, but I ain't. And i'm really sorry team. |
Monday, April 6, 2009
So much for knowing our limits, 15-32. I know i'll like you in the long run, But i don't have the courage to, and i'm afraid i'll never have it. |
Saturday, April 4, 2009
K, Nicole's failed attempts to be graceful, gentle and sophisticated 1o1. hahaha, TANYANNING! (it's tan dear not the!) still remember how my goal was to be "si wen" in term 1 last year? hahahha, well now that plan has clearly been abolished and the goal seems too far-fetch. hahhahahhaha, and if i become that way i know someone who wouldn't like it. |
HAPPY APRIL FOOL's DAY PEOPLE! hahah k so i got fooled by JI ZELIN AKA ATM & ASHLEY WOOOO who said they were going to buy me and jl lunch today at pizza hut as a belated birthday present. it sounds so sweet right! haha, yea but so not true. hahha see GAIL NG I TOLD YOU THEY WEREN'T SO NICE! *HIGH FIVE TO TSY* aahahha, actl i was thinking of reasons why they would treat us but when they said it was a birthday treat then it sounded quite believable. but actually the clues did lead to the stupid prank. hahaha cause this morning ashley told me that zelin didn't wanna go cos he wanted to sleep. Then he told me that we'll pay first and then zelin will return us tmr. at first, it was just like 'okay lor, maybe zl didn't bring money so yeah, i'll still ged back my money tmr." Then yknow at the first day of every month at 12 there will be a bell that will chime so yeah, it chimed during chinese. so i was like oyea! today's APRIL FOOL'S DAY! i thought of alot of pranks and stuff and then i remembered about the lunch that zl and ashley wanted to treat us! so i told jl then she heard ying told ashley something like " nicole knows alr" so yea in the end they really con us!! HO YINGYING WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US GOOD LUH YOU! HAHAHAHAHHA. OKAY LUH BUT IT WAS A COOL JOKE (: at leasy me and my cool brain found out early (:(:(:(: and not when we reached pizza hut and probably finished eating hahahha ;D and so cool luh this morning i came into the class thru the back door then when i came in, the class were like " ahya! why didn't she come thru the front door!" or smth like that. then i looked at the front door, there was this red bucket on top! hahahaa so funny luh! so i was like " heng i came in thru the back door if not it would drop on my head!" HAHAHA WHAT A COOL PRANK!! (: THEN ASHLEY WENT TO TRY AND IT HIT HIS HEAD HAHA LAOPOK!! :D |