hello hello hello.
im really happy today man!
1) cheek liked her present and named it kite! (:
2) cheek and I made 4 goals TOGETHER! (actually it was 5 but th last one took* placed today for less than 5 mins) haha.
3) jieli and I have totally cool ideas on our SHI YE.
4) cheek replied her msges PROMPTLY for the FIRST TIME in a LONG time.
5) i saw claudia the hugger! (: (this is just to make the list longer haha)

haha. yeah, i love the four goals man. haha.

anyway,
rewind back to friday! fri was a really interesting day mans. the weekend were boring with TONS AND MOUNTAINS of hw.

anyway,
FRIDAY

in the morning, cheek ran my 2.4 km run with me although her ankle was hurting! thanks man. you should have gone to rest your ankle LIKE I TOLD YOU TO but thanks for running with me.
and thanks HO CHING too! she ran with me the last round!
because of you 2 SUPER IMPORTANT PEOPLE, hah. SIP, i got an A for my napfa run! yay.
anyway, the day passed on as usual, then AFTER SCHOOL,
NAPFA FIVE STATIONS.
i totally sucked big time man.
i got 2 'E's.
that's how physically weak i am man.
that's how physically weak i am.
i totally like teared 5 times on friday. haha.
actually twice was just felt like crying.
another one was just my eyes felt watery but managed to hold back th tears from falling.
the second one was actual drops rolling down my face.
and the last one was at the NETBALL COURT when i was telling claudia and livia about it that i actually teared. haha. claudia is really a hugger man! haha. she was like telling me how she gives free hugs! haha. and of cus, i got 1 free hug! actually two. or maybe three. ahhaha. i forgot. then she was also trying to console me but then she was like 'aiya, i don't know how to console people la. i only know how to give free hugs!' haha. so cute right!

ahah. THANKS HUGGER FOR ALL THE FREE HUGS AND FAILED ATTEMPTS OF CONSOLATION! ahah. I LOVE CLAUDIA! yipee.

but mind you people,
i didnt cry.
crying over napfa would make me not only physically weak but yet also mentally weak.
i mean crying doesn't make you any stronger.
in face, it just makes you weaker.
even weaker than you already are.

but i teared becus of i dont know, sadness? that the whole netball team i think got GOLD and i been th stupid extra one tarnishing the whole image by getting a bronze? and that i may not get into the netball team becus i did not obtain a gold or AT LEAST a silver in my napfa.
i dont know. those painful thoughts probably agitated the emotions department. ahah, sarah's way of the parental department. but whatever man,
when you're in need of consolation,
and what you get is painful thoughts,
and words that just pierced right into your heart,
you just crumbled down and cry. in this case, tear.

oh, i sound so damn emo but that was totally how i felt on friday man.
IM SO HAPPY I HAD CLAUDIA TO CONSOLE ME WITH HER HUGS MAN. or else i would still just be a crumbled tower waiting to strengthen its weak foundation from the thunderstorm that struck my down. i know it totally has no link or doesnt make any sense but haha, just some weird thoughts. cheek! maybe your poetic soul could help me?!

and, after that, i went to CHEEKY CHOCOLATE and ATE crepe! ( th eating part is to make cheek hungry and drool!)
haha. the name is totally dedicated to the cheek twins man! haha.
cheeker
cheeken. yay!
ahhh! I LOVE CHEEKER! :]
<3

okay, i gtg yo.,
BYE ALL YOU BIG EYEBALLS PEOPLE! (:

and ps, twinnehs rock yo!
they share your pain, sadness, sorrow and of course, HAPPINESS! and oh ya, FOOD too! :]